Juurdlesin Vatsla Vanapaganaga vestluse, äsjase tulekahju ning hallituse-varingute-läbisadamiste üle koos padumudaste hobuste, seljasturnivate kasside ja närviliste penidega ning tajusin midagi täiesti uut ka, hurraahurraa :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKz0IvalqG4
Vatsla Vanapagan: Enne uue teket tekib täielik lootusetus. Kaob ära igasugune võimalus vanaviisi jätkata. Uus tärkab siis, kui inimene lepib sellega, et jah, nüüd tuleb surra. See tundub üsna hirmutav, aga nii see üleminek käib. Seni, kuni on lootust (vanaviisi jätkata), ei lähe veel keegi kuhugi. Nagu öeldakse, enne ärkamist tuleb paratamatult läbida nn Hinge Pime Öö.
Kusjuures seal kusagil vahepeal ei saa aru eelmistest korrustest-mustritest enam - uutest veel.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3XfZmSauIY
Sa oled SELLES üksi.
Nagu sündides ja surres ja uuesti sündides oled üksi, jäetakse sind nii universumi kui abiliste poolt tõsise shifti hetkeks üksi. See hetk võib kesta sekundi või 3 kuud. Pigem viimast.
Mu vanim poeg Richard, kes äsja Indias ühe kõrghoone seinale Tagore ronirobotas, kirjeldab protsessi flip-flopina. Flipp üles – järgnema peab uues energias ankurdumise flopp – kuni see protsess on joondumises, oled õhus ja üksi.
Platoo aegadel – teekonnal järgmise tõusuni – saad igalt nähtavalt ja nähtamatult olendilt kõigis kanaleis sõnumeid. Märkide tulevärk, tänulik vaimustus, pidulik tunne... Ja vaikus.
Mis on tõusutulva tunnus.
Mul näitab see flipp end esmalt kannatamatusena – kuidas te ometi aru ei saa, noh!?!
Kirjad ja kanaldused igalt mandrilt tunduvad järsku nii lapsikud, äraolnud ja korduvad – neile pealevaadateski tean, mis seal on. Sama-sama-sama – ainult loomrahvaste teated on neil üksijäetuse flopi-eelsetel aegadel uued.
Seni kõnetanud ja sünkinud spiritiri-õdedevendade ja kaasteeliste teated ja saatmised... nii tobedad-tüütud-lootusetud äkki kõik. Läbinähtavad ja mannetud.
Kuni floppides vaakumist väljud ja uude sünki joondud.
Siis muutuvad teised kah jälle arukaks :D
Ainus, mis enam ei muutu on ülitundlik kuulmine-haistmine-nahapind-teisitinägemine – iga tõusu järel tuleb taas kohaneda, et oldki nüüd selline säraküünal.
Transformatsioon tuletab igal võimalikul moel meelde – inimene peab olema tervik.
Kuni oled eksinud kellelegi lootmisse – olgu see abikaasa, laps, kolleeg või preester – teeb flip-flopi iga järgmine shift selgeks: sul oled ainult sina. Aga see-eest kõikvõimas.
Su enese väest vallandub juhtumite jada – uuemal ajal jälgid seda täiesti emotsioonitult – ainult keha mälu võdistab endalt vanu mustreid maha. Jääd jõuluks traktorita ja talve karmimateks kuudeks ka kastiautota – jookse ja tassi, kanna ja käruta, veereta ja kühvelda käsitsi-jalgsi ning jõua selgusele, mida õpetati.
Ainult 3 kuud läkski aega – juba mõikasin – hallituse-rooste-muda-diisli keskel istudes ning mõttelise kastiautoga heinu vedades – tänasin ja aevastasin ja taipasin.
Mul on muide päris tugev hallituse allergia, nii et juttu jätkus kauemaks :D
Transformatsioon tuletab igal võimalikul moel meelde – su vägi on piiritu.
Jagades kogu oma väe tulevase muinasmaa loomisele jätad oleva tänu ja tähelepanuta. Igapäevase hingejõuta vana hoone muutub ahervaremeks – täpselt nagu sa ise. Suunad kogu oma tuumajaama ja haldjate rügemendi sooritused uue loomisele ning su enese silma all läheb vana truup põlema. Jälle. Ronid pärast kustutamist pööningule kontrollima – ja näed, et sinna on tuisanud hang, mis sulle kaela sulades latakatena krohvi kaasa toob. Nii see käib.
Kõik elemendid ja stiihiad tulevad üksinda jäetud sulle appi, et näidata: sina lood reaalsuse, mida sina hoiad koos ja püsti.
Trots, väsimus, kurbus ja lagunemine on see puhastus-tsentrifuug, mida praegu kogu inimkond hirmude kastmes kogeb. Kui oled üksi jäetud, on sul kaks võimalust – ära surra või uude vaibi sündida.
Olnud aegadel – enamasti märtsis ja septembris – püüdsime surmahirmu ja samas kehas uuesti sündimise hirmu alkoga leevendada – nüüd pole see energo-psühho-füsioloogiliselt absoluutselt võimalik. Torusiil ja katlakivieemaldaja on ohutumad.
Üksijäetuse vaakumis jääb nõel otsekui hüppama.
Keegi ei saa su lihtsaimastki jutust aru. Kirjavahetus lonkab kõiki kaheksat jalga. Dokumendid käkerduvad-takerduvad. Lihtsad ja loogilised lahendused on käeulatuses. Hommikuti näib kõik võimalik – õhtul tahad taas surnud olla. Oledki.
Järjekordse põlengu-varingu järel tallavad kassid sul seljas, et neile molli mõõta, tõused voodis istuli ja... Sulle vaatab vastu valgusolend, keda kassid püüdsid näidata.
Ta lihtsalt on. Ta elab siin. Samaväärne ja tuttav.
Temaga tõtt vaadates mõistad, et nüüd on täiega nii. Mõeldav on vaid tervik-isiksuste koos-loome – küürakas enam santi ei toeta. Kedagi süles ei kanta. Kuni sellest tõigast on miski puudu – takerdud. Üksi.
Mullu sai meil täna valmis suur karjakoppel ümber 8 hektari.
Tänavu on loodus ja loomine peetunud, sest meilt nõutakse palju enamat – näiliselt võimatut. Mis on reaalselt võimalik.
Pusamunaga hommikul köögis vene keele tunnis olles – sorri, õpetaja, me ei seganud, vaid täiendasime tundi :D – meenutasime, kuidas Lius, meie üle-eelmises talus pärast orkaani teisi korruseid ja uusi kõrvalhooneid rajama hakates olid meil kontod tagurpidi, aga pilt ja siht selge. Olgu teil neis hooneis kestvat õnne, Pehrssoni pere.
Isand Konno usaldas – tõi mehed ja materjalid ja hakkas ehitama, sest ta usaldas. Kuna ütlesin ausalt: ma ei tea, kuidas ja millega maksan. Sain teadma. Voog vallandus. Ja nii ongi. Anna kõiksusele tegelik pilt ja plats – ja imed sünnivad.
Illusioonideta, et sul on käepärast kedagimidagi enamat kui sa ise.
Mina näiteks Jäära-moor Kaalude-täiskuu-Jääraga sarvipidi koos. Urrrrmääääää!
Mina olen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZJK36dxvxI
On March 28th, 2021 we have a Full Moon in Libra, one of the most intense Full Moons of the year.
The Full Moon is at 8° Libra, and Sun, Venus and Chiron are all conjunct very very tightly at 8° Aries, opposing the Moon. The Full Moon is trine Mars in Gemini and Saturn in Aquarius and forms a beautiful aspect pattern called “Kite”.
If you look at the chart of the Full Moon in Libra you will see a kite-shaped pattern with the Moon at the base, and the Sun, Venus and Chiron heading upwards.
The Moon in Libra is the propeller of this kite, guiding its moves. Sun, Venus and Chiron are at the apex – finding new avenues of creative expression.
The Moon is in Libra, and Libra is the sign of relationships. Moon in Libra is very accommodating and quickly picks on the moods and needs of others.
The Sun, Venus and Chiron are in Aries, the 1st sign of the zodiac, so they are concerned with the Self (NOT with others).
The Full Moon in Libra opposite the planets in Aries will create a conflict between our need to be in relationships and our need to be true to ourselves.
Aries And Libra – Me vs The Other
Let’s get back to basics, and talk a bit about Aries and Libra. When the Full Moon is in Libra, the Sun is always in the opposite sign, Aries, so we are dealing with Aries-Libra polarity.
Aries is the first sign of the zodiac, and it is a symbol for “Me”.
A healthy focus on “Me” is vital to our survival. You need to put your oxygen mask on first before helping others.
But too much focus on “Me”, and we never grow up. Without a partner, without a “mirror”, we get stuck in our bubble.
The fear of losing our identity can make us afraid of relationships, and even when we get involved with someone, we tend to dominate them so we can get things “our way”.
Libra is the sign of “The Other”. Having relationships with other people – any type of relationship – is a vital survival skill.
In fact, historians say that Homo Sapiens ‘won’ the evolution game thanks to their ability to establish social networks and having “good relationships skills”.
However, too much focus on our partners (Libra) and we lose ourselves, and stop trusting our instincts (Aries). When we rely too much on other people we develop codependency issues.
Of course, a healthy balance between Me and the Other is key.
How Do We Find It?
A Full Moon in Libra by itself does a pretty good job at reconciling the “Me vs. Other” conflict. But the Sun-Venus-Chiron conjunction in Aries will take this process one level deeper, by helping us get to the root of our wounding.
The concept of duality – and the reconciliation of this duality – is at the core of Chiron.
Chiron is a half-man, half-horse centaur, a symbol for our attempts to make the conflicting sides of psyche our work as an integral whole.
A centaur looks awkward: is it a human, or a horse? What kind of ‘creature’ is that? Disgusted by his appearance, Chiron’s mother abandons him at birth.
Therefore, Chiron’s primal wound is the wound of rejection. This rejection wound is a metaphor for our identity wound: when the world rejects us just because we are being ourselves.
Chiron is eventually adopted by Apollo (the Sun) and learns from him the art of healing, prophecy and astrology. These gifts, combined with Chiron’s natural animal, raw connection to nature, helped him become the greatest healer and teacher of his time.
Chiron – The Deepest Wound, The Greatest Gift
In the end, it was EXACTLY Chiron’s dual nature that allowed him to reach his full potential. It was EXACTLY his half-human, half-horse “package” his mother initially rejected, that was his greatest gift.
Chiron is a symbol of what feels awkward and unacceptable at first, but if integrated, eventually becomes our greatest gift.
It’s important to remember that Chiron was wounded when he was a newborn and his mental functions were not yet developed.
If someone rejects us in our adulthood, we may feel a bit bad, but we eventually get over it. However, in childhood, we are not equipped to handle the pain of rejection. Chiron’s wound is deeply rooted in our past and requires a lot of digging.
The good news is that if we do dig and bring this wound to the surface, we heal. As adults, we DO have the resources to transform our wound into a gift.
The primal Chironic wound keeps us broken, alienated and separated. When we finally heal it, we become “whole again”.
Chiron And The Full Moon In Libra
How does Chiron fit in the Full Moon in Libra narrative?
Chiron has a special relationship with Aries and Libra: it spends the longest time in Aries, and the shortest time in Libra, so the Aries-Libra axis is a Chiron-sensitive axis. This means that Chiron understands very well the dynamics of this polarity axis.
The path to wholeness is not a solo-journey.
In fact, we can only find out who we are when we interact with other people. We learn about ourselves and about the world through our one-on-one relationships.
Our partner (spouse, friend, therapist etc.) is a mirror for us, and we are a mirror for them. In a relationship, we bounce back words, ideas and feelings. And is this one-on-one interaction that keeps us ‘sane’ and ‘in check’ with reality.
The Full Moon In Libra – Whole Again
We are wired to find wholeness through others, and the Chiron-flavored Full Moon in Libra will give us a profound understanding of what it means to be “whole”.
Chiron conjunct Sun and Venus will expose all our vulnerabilities, asking us to “get real” and show up as we are – without masks or filters.
And the Moon in Libra will remind us that we can only find wholeness in the inherent duality of a relationship with Another.
Here are some questions for reflection for the upcoming Full Moon in Libra:
How do I find myself through my relationships?
Which personality traits do I keep attracting in my partners? Why is that?
What are the benefits of healthy conflict and being vulnerable?
How do I care about others and still show up as I truly am?
Astro Butterfly
L.A.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YOerksC3o8
Floridast:
This
is your Personal Angel speaking.
I was assigned to you at birth, to walk beside you, guide you, and protect you all the days of your life.
You may never have known I was there…
Or you may have had odd little “feelings” and glimpses of me, during your life, if you think back about it…
Remember that little girl who smiled mysteriously at you for no reason?
Remember the time you decided to go back and check the house just once more before you drove off...and were glad you did?
Remember when you decided to avoid a certain situation and it turned out there was a very good reason for that?
...That was me :-)
I’ve been trying to get messages through to you, all your life, Kati…
But it hasn’t always been easy...what with the World being so noisy and bright all the time.
It’s often hard to hear those little whispers...even when they’re right in your ear.
It’s ok.
I always understand if you can’t hear me.
However.
I have a very urgent message for you today (which is why I asked the Cosmos to please, please get this to you, no matter what).
You have an amazing (but intense) time coming up in your life.
Things are shifting - both out here in the Cosmos, and down there on Earth - I’m sure you’ve felt some of it already.
But especially for you, there are some BIG changes coming up.
I am very, very excited for you…and quite happy, to tell you the truth.
But I am also a bit concerned that you may not be able to hear my message when I deliver it to you...
So, I’m sending you a way to stay connected with me (no matter what happens).
It will be in your email inbox tomorrow, with the subject line, “an angel paid your shipping.”
I really and truly hope you get this message in time…
And that you are able to open and receive the note I am sending to you tomorrow.
It’s very important.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kziqfM5qnA
Archangel Uriel's Message For You Today:
"Notice
where I focus your attention today. I start quietly with gentle
nudges. You may just have small inclinations at first. If I see that
you are not “listening” I will prod a little stronger, especially
if I feel you are in harm’s way. You will have a strong reaction to
get out of a situation when this happens. Your social etiquette may
want you to remain if you fear being rude but you are always able to
excuse yourself. Trust the guidance I am giving you."
Your
Angel Number For Today:
2 - Today’s
number supports trust. Trust what you’re sensing and don’t let
your mind overrule your intuition. Your body has its own awareness.
Whether you want to take action or rest, go in the direction your
body wants to move.
Action Steps:
Pay close attention today to what your guardian angel is communicating to you. Pay attention to your intuition, your “gut,” your inner knowing. Notice the positive results when you listen and the less-than-positive results when you don’t.
Affirmation
Of The Day:
"When
I let faith and trust lead the way I know I’m being divinely
guided, I can trust my body and let it move how it feels prompted."
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